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OLD MUSIC COLLECTION (2015​-​2017)

by Manoli Despines

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All Was Gold 04:39
Remember when you weren't as lost? Remember when all was gold? Remember when you climbed all the trees? And people weren't as bold? Time is your enemy But it's hard to hate what's unknown Those who don't believe in you Should be dropped like a cold stone People change and so does time It's sad to see you go But all in all, things look hopeful For all of us in this place we call home
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Look at me In my tree Feeling confident Feeling free If I fall And break my crown Put me in The lost and found Why does summer always feel so weird? And why does it always tend to disappear? Look at me In my tree Feeling useless Can't you see If I soar Pull me down Bring me closer To the ground Why does summer always feel so weird? And why does it always tend to disappear? Look at me In my tree Feeling confident Feeling free
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The Sun 03:19
Why does the sun still shine on me? This remains a mystery Millions of places it could be And yet it chooses to find me I don't want the light to be gone But I can't wait until dawn And they say Don't stare At the sun Why do the stars still shine on me? This remains a mystery Millions of places I could never be And yet they still choose to find me I don't want the light to be gone But I can't wait until dawn And they say Don't stare At the sun
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Saudade 03:47
I never knew that I could feel this way I found and lost you all in the same day I won't be long, I won't be long at all Spring and Summer turned into Fall And when they say time heals all wounds Nothing is farther from the truth And as much as I wanted to I was unable to love you I never knew that I could feel this way I found and met you once again today But to my quick surprise I realized That some things are meant to be left behind And when they say time heals all wounds Nothing is closer to the truth And as much as I wanted to I was unable to love you And I know there's no happy ending But there's still time for healing
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Epilogue 02:11
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): 02:13
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ISCREAM 00:58
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Chocolate 03:19
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Strawberry 02:10
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Vanilla 02:21
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Green Tea 02:29
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Butter Pecan 02:20
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Rocky Road 02:06
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Neapolitan 02:37
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4ICECREAM 00:59
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U+V 02:45
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Time of Day 04:58
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Alone 03:26
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VERSE 1: Watching the sunset Psychedelic sort of palette We spend all our time connecting the dots But we don’t know what the picture is going to turn out to be Nostalgia glasses on We aren’t exactly paragons Carry the weight and see the results Of mistakes that were made to protect society CHORUS: All those things I could’ve done but Instead of reflecting I just tried to forget All those things I should've done I know I will always regret VERSE 2: Watching the clouds go by Mankind has never learned to fly The beginning of the year we are born anew But we die in winter no matter what we do Oh sweet maiden by the sea Don’t drown in front of me ‘Cause the tide’s coming in and it’s too late to save you And I feel so hopeless when you’re far away from me CHORUS [x2]: All those things I could’ve done but Instead of reflecting I just tried to forget All those things I should’ve done I know I will always regret
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grāv 02:49
Sing with me to your grave so I can sleep When you cross the river make sure you leap Face first into the water cold makes heat Find a spot make sure you dig very deep
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When life was brand new
; things to get used to Now there's too much time 
to spend in the unwind Take me back to then
, when I didn't have a clue
 Although they were there
, at least I wasn't tinted blue When life made no sense, 
I had my innocence
 Now I've lost balance, and most of my essence Take me back to then
, when I didn't have a clue
 Although they were there
, at least I wasn't tinted blue
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nevər bē 02:18
Her laugh makes me feel warm
; eyes as bright as a lightning storm
 But I can't win versus a swarm, and for that reason I feel so torn I want to show her my world, 
the world that made me
, but I know that will never be I think our lives were meant to meet, but not to develop romantically, And I guess that's okay with me
, as long as she doesn't set me free I want to show her my world, 
the world that made me
, but I know that will never be
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Know Your Worth You Are Something Anything That You Can Imagine Or See Or Any Goal That You May Be Faced With Can Be Achieved You Can Be Happy And Happiness Is An Achievable State Of Mind, Thinking Happiness And Positivity But To Get There You Really Do Have To Look At Yourself And Reflect On The Things That Have Possibly Hurt You In The Past, and To Forgive The Past Does Not Control You Just Being Who You Are And Not Being Ashamed Of That Fact Of The Weird Things You Do Or The Certain Way You Do Things Or Having A Certain Viewpoint On Things, That’s When You’ll Really Start To Find Yourself Anxiety In Plain Words Is That Everything You Do You Think Is The Wrong Thing, And What You Need To Realize Is That No One Actually-People Care About You and Obviously The People That You Love Really Care About You, But Everyone’s Kinda Doing Their One Thing So- My Personal Philosophy Is That You Have A Key, And There Are Doors Everywhere, But You Can’t Open Any Doors Unless You Walk Up To Them And Put The Key In The Hole You Just Have To, Fucking Go After What You Want
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Her 01:55
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Could've happened Should've been Don't know where Or know when Don't worry We'll meet again Don't forgot about me I'm looking forward to then Would've said Might've tried Don't know how Or know why Don't worry We'll meet again Don't forgot about me I'm looking forward to then
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about

As I have been (and am currently) taking a long hiatus from making music on account of college and taking the time to broaden my skills as an artist and musician, I have decided to consolidate all the music I have made in the past (the albums The Beat Collection, Saudade, Prelude/Paragons (Remastered), Time of Day, U+V, Alone, Maybe Everything Will Be Alright EP, and Summer Stuff EP made through the years of 2015, 2016, and 2017) into one album.

I have decided to do this because I don't identify with this music as much as I did in the past, and I also feel that I can make much, much better music. Plus, in terms of songwriting, I've had an extreme lack of inspiration these past few years.

So, until that moment actually comes when I make something much more ambitious, I’ll leave this collection on my page as a time capsule of sorts.

There’s 43 tracks here and it can be purchased for $5 if you’re interested. Please follow me on the social media links to the right under my artist bio if you are interested in what I am currently doing (mostly filmmaking as part of my college studies). I am extremely grateful to those who have enjoyed my music so far, thanks!

(I have decided to leave up Shit I'm Lost in an Abandoned Mall because of its popularity and because it's so dependent on being an album of its own)

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released August 21, 2016

All songs and lyrics written and performed by Manoli Despines

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Manoli Despines Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania

My name is Manoli and I use an OP-1, miniKORG-37, Ableton Live 9/Logic Pro X, and a guitar to make music. I haven't made music in a long time because of my lack of free time and how much I feel like I need to drastically improve as a musician, so I'm on a bit of hiatus, but I promise I'll be back sometime soon. Feel free to follow me on the accounts listed below, where I am much more active. ... more

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